"Your no one,until you're talked about"

Once again its Saturday night,And i am sitting in bed with the laptop, Blogging and watching Gossip Girl.
It's like the 18th time iv'e watched this episode, because i've seen them all so many times.
I love it so much, It's like Florals and Denim on Denim and Frills.
I also love my house. You know those moments when you feel truly greatful for what you have.
I was on the phone to my bestfriend, and sitting outside and looking in at mum, and i was thinking.
'Im lucky for everything i have.'
Which i am!
I'm also lucky that my two bestfriend are throwing a party for me, In 14 days.
:) and its going to be amazing. Although,Because its a pool party, I need to tan and lose weight by then, which wont happen, But i'm hoping it will, Just so i feel comfortable in a bikini around about 20 people.
I should just be happy with my body, and i always tell myself that.
But i somehow forget that everytime i look in the mirror.
But, i always think to mysef, 'soon i'll have a growth spirt and get my womanly figure and i'll be taller and skinnier,
IT BETTER HAPPEN SOOOON!
Anyyywaaaay. It's so extreamlly hot tonight. Its one of those nights where you just feel like sleeping naked, although that would probabbly be more uncomfortable than sleeping with clothes, because you just feel sweatier because then its like skin on skin, But i've never tried it.
I hope its not to hot tomorrow, because me and mum are going to take down our beds, and put up our new beds,
My new bed is the most beautiful bed ever! Its white Iron kindov and it has like swirls, ahh its so pretty.
I just got a craving to listen to kings of leon :|
And i saw, on gossip girl, patterned walls,They are so cute, I WANT IT
Well im off,
with love; isabellalalalala